Spoon River Anthology · Edgar Lee Masters

Part 5: Mary McNeely to Editor Whedon

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Part 5: Mary McNeely to Editor Whedon

Mary McNeely

Passer-by,

To love is to find your own soul

Through the soul of the beloved one.

When the beloved one withdraws itself from your soul

Then you have lost your soul.

It is written: “l have a friend,

But my sorrow has no friend.”

Hence my long years of solitude at the home of my father,

Trying to get myself back,

And to turn my sorrow into a supremer self.

But there was my father with his sorrows,

Sitting under the cedar tree,

A picture that sank into my heart at last

Bringing infinite repose.

Oh, ye souls who have made life

Fragrant and white as tube roses

From earth’s dark soil,

Eternal peace!

Daniel M’Cumber

When I went to the city, Mary McNeely,

I meant to return for you, yes I did.

But Laura, my landlady’s daughter,

Stole into my life somehow, and won me away.

Then after some years whom should I meet

But Georgine Miner from Niles--a sprout

Of the free love, Fourierist gardens that flourished

Before the war all over Ohio.

Her dilettante lover had tired of her,

And she turned to me for strength and solace.

She was some kind of a crying thing

One takes in one’s arms, and all at once

It slimes your face with its running nose,

And voids its essence all over you;

Then bites your hand and springs away.

And there you stand bleeding and smelling to heaven

Why, Mary McNeely, I was not worthy

To kiss the hem of your robe!

Georgine Sand Miner

A stepmother drove me from home, embittering me.

A squaw-man, a flaneur and dilettante took my virtue.

For years I was his mistress--no one knew.

I learned from him the parasite cunning

With which I moved with the bluffs, like a flea on a dog.

All the time I was nothing but “very private,” with different men.

Then Daniel, the radical, had me for years.

His sister called me his mistress;

And Daniel wrote me:

“Shameful word, soiling our beautiful love!”

But my anger coiled, preparing its fangs.

My Lesbian friend next took a hand.

She hated Daniel’s sister.

And Daniel despised her midget husband.

And she saw a chance for a poisonous thrust:

I must complain to the wife of Daniel’s pursuit!

But before I did that I begged him to fly to London with me.

“Why not stay in the city just as we have?” he asked.

Then I turned submarine and revenged his repulse

In the arms of my dilettante friend.

Then up to the surface, Bearing the letter that Daniel wrote me

To prove my honor was all intact, showing it to his wife,

My Lesbian friend and everyone.

If Daniel had only shot me dead!

Instead of stripping me naked of lies

A harlot in body and soul.

Thomas Rhodes

Very well, you liberals,

And navigators into realms intellectual,

You sailors through heights imaginative,

Blown about by erratic currents, tumbling into air pockets,

You Margaret Fuller Slacks, Petits,

And Tennessee Claflin Shopes--

You found with all your boasted wisdom

How hard at the last it is

To keep the soul from splitting into cellular atoms.

While we, seekers of earth’s treasures

Getters and hoarders of gold,

Are self-contained, compact, harmonized,

Even to the end.

Ida Chicken

After I had attended lectures

At our Chautauqua, and studied French

For twenty years, committing the grammar

Almost by heart,

I thought I’d take a trip to Paris

To give my culture a final polish.

So I went to Peoria for a passport--

(Thomas Rhodes was on the train that morning.)

And there the clerk of the district Court

Made me swear to support and defend

The constitution--yes, even me--

Who couldn’t defend or support it at all!

And what do you think? That very morning

The Federal Judge, in the very next room

To the room where I took the oath,

Decided the constitution

Exempted Rhodes from paying taxes

For the water works of Spoon River!

Penniwit, the Artist

I lost my patronage in Spoon River

From trying to put my mind in the camera

To catch the soul of the person.

The very best picture I ever took

Was of Judge Somers, attorney at law.

He sat upright and had me pause

Till he got his cross-eye straight.

Then when he was ready he said “all right.”

And I yelled “overruled” and his eye turned up.

And I caught him just as he used to look

When saying “I except.”

Jim Brown

While I was handling Dom Pedro

I got at the thing that divides the race between men who are

For singing “Turkey in the straw” or

“There is a fountain filled with blood”--

(Like Rile Potter used to sing it over at Concord).

For cards, or for Rev. Peet’s lecture on the holy land;

For skipping the light fantastic, or passing the plate;

For Pinafore, or a Sunday school cantata;

For men, or for money;

For the people or against them.

This was it: Rev. Peet and the Social Purity Club,

Headed by Ben Pantier’s wife,

Went to the Village trustees,

And asked them to make me take Dom Pedro

From the barn of Wash McNeely, there at the edge of town,

To a barn outside of the corporation,

On the ground that it corrupted public morals.

Well, Ben Pantier and Fiddler Jones saved the day--

They thought it a slam on colts.

Robert Davidson

I grew spiritually fat living off the souls of men.

If I saw a soul that was strong

I wounded its pride and devoured its strength.

The shelters of friendship knew my cunning

For where I could steal a friend I did so.

And wherever I could enlarge my power

By undermining ambition, I did so,

Thus to make smooth my own.

And to triumph over other souls,

Just to assert and prove my superior strength,

Was with me a delight,

The keen exhilaration of soul gymnastics.

Devouring souls, I should have lived forever.

But their undigested remains bred in me a deadly nephritis,

With fear, restlessness, sinking spirits,

Hatred, suspicion, vision disturbed.

I collapsed at last with a shriek.

Remember the acorn;

It does not devour other acorns.

Elsa Wertman

I was a peasant girl from Germany,

Blue-eyed, rosy, happy and strong.

And the first place I worked was at Thomas Greene’s.

On a summer’s day when she was away

He stole into the kitchen and took me

Right in his arms and kissed me on my throat,

I turning my head. Then neither of us

Seemed to know what happened.

And I cried for what would become of me.

And cried and cried as my secret began to show.

One day Mrs. Greene said she understood,

And would make no trouble for me,

And, being childless, would adopt it.

(He had given her a farm to be still.)

So she hid in the house and sent out rumors,

As if it were going to happen to her.

And all went well and the child was born--

They were so kind to me.

Later I married Gus Wertman, and years passed.

But--at political rallies when sitters-by thought I was crying

At the eloquence of Hamilton Greene--

That was not it. No! I wanted to say:

That’s my son!

That’s my son.

Hamilton Greene

I was the only child of Frances Harris of Virginia

And Thomas Greene of Kentucky,

Of valiant and honorable blood both.

To them I owe all that I became,

Judge, member of Congress, leader in the State.

From my mother I inherited

Vivacity, fancy, language;

From my father will, judgment, logic.

All honor to them

For what service I was to the people!

Ernest Hyde

My mind was a mirror:

It saw what it saw, it knew what it knew.

In youth my mind was just a mirror

In a rapidly flying car,

Which catches and loses bits of the landscape.

Then in time

Great scratches were made on the mirror,

Letting the outside world come in,

And letting my inner self look out.

For this is the birth of the soul in sorrow,

A birth with gains and losses.

The mind sees the world as a thing apart,

And the soul makes the world at one with itself.

A mirror scratched reflects no image--

And this is the silence of wisdom.

Roger Heston

Oh many times did Ernest Hyde and I

Argue about the freedom of the will.

My favorite metaphor was Prickett’s cow

Roped out to grass, and free you know as far

As the length of the rope.

One day while arguing so, watching the cow

Pull at the rope to get beyond the circle

Which she had eaten bare,

Out came the stake, and tossing up her head,

She ran for us.

“What’s that, free-will or what?” said Ernest, running.

I fell just as she gored me to my death.

Amos Sibley

Not character, not fortitude, not patience

Were mine, the which the village thought I had

In bearing with my wife, while preaching on,

Doing the work God chose for me.

I loathed her as a termagant, as a wanton.

I knew of her adulteries, every one.

But even so, if I divorced the woman

I must forsake the ministry.

Therefore to do God’s work and have it crop,

I bore with her

So lied I to myself

So lied I to Spoon River!

Yet I tried lecturing, ran for the legislature,

Canvassed for books, with just the thought in mind:

If I make money thus,

I will divorce her.

Mrs. Sibley

The secret of the stars--gravitation.

The secret of the earth--layers of rock.

The secret of the soil--to receive seed.

The secret of the seed--the germ.

The secret of man--the sower.

The secret of woman--the soil.

My secret: Under a mound that you shall never find.

Adam Weirauch

I was crushed between Altgeld and Armour.

I lost many friends, much time and money

Fighting for Altgeld whom Editor Whedon

Denounced as the candidate of gamblers and anarchists.

Then Armour started to ship dressed meat to Spoon River,

Forcing me to shut down my slaughter-house

And my butcher shop went all to pieces.

The new forces of Altgeld and Armour caught me

At the same time. I thought it due me, to recoup the money I lost

And to make good the friends that left me,

For the Governor to appoint me Canal Commissioner.

Instead he appointed Whedon of the Spoon River Argus,

So I ran for the legislature and was elected.

I said to hell with principle and sold my vote

On Charles T. Yerkes’ street-car franchise.

Of course I was one of the fellows they caught.

Who was it, Armour, Altgeld or myself

That ruined me?

Ezra Bartlett

A chaplain in the army,

A chaplain in the prisons,

An exhorter in Spoon River,

Drunk with divinity, Spoon River--

Yet bringing poor Eliza Johnson to shame,

And myself to scorn and wretchedness.

But why will you never see that love of women,

And even love of wine,

Are the stimulants by which the soul, hungering for divinity,

Reaches the ecstatic vision

And sees the celestial outposts?

Only after many trials for strength,

Only when all stimulants fail,

Does the aspiring soul

By its own sheer power

Find the divine

By resting upon itself.

Amelia Garrick

Yes, here I lie close to a stunted rose bush

In a forgotten place near the fence

Where the thickets from Siever’s woods

Have crept over, growing sparsely.

And you, you are a leader in New York,

The wife of a noted millionaire,

A name in the society columns,

Beautiful, admired, magnified perhaps

By the mirage of distance.

You have succeeded, I have failed

In the eyes of the world.

You are alive, I am dead.

Yet I know that I vanquished your spirit;

And I know that lying here far from you,

Unheard of among your great friends

In the brilliant world where you move,

I am really the unconquerable power over your life

That robs it of complete triumph.

John Hancock Otis

As to democracy, fellow citizens,

Are you not prepared to admit

That I, who inherited riches and was to the manor born,

Was second to none in Spoon River

In my devotion to the cause of Liberty?

While my contemporary, Anthony Findlay,

Born in a shanty and beginning life

As a water carrier to the section hands,

Then becoming a section hand when he was grown,

Afterwards foreman of the gang, until he rose

To the superintendency of the railroad,

Living in Chicago,

Was a veritable slave driver,

Grinding the faces of labor,

And a bitter enemy of democracy.

And I say to you, Spoon River,

And to you, O republic,

Beware of the man who rises to power

From one suspender.

Anthony Findlay

Both for the country and for the man,

And for a country as well as a man,

’Tis better to be feared than loved.

And if this country would rather part

With the friendship of every nation

Than surrender its wealth,

I say of a man ’tis worse to lose

Money than friends.

And I rend the curtain that hides the soul

Of an ancient aspiration:

When the people clamor for freedom

They really seek for power o’er the strong.

I, Anthony Findlay, rising to greatness

From a humble water carrier,

Until I could say to thousands “Come,”

And say to thousands “Go,”

Affirm that a nation can never be good.

Or achieve the good,

Where the strong and the wise have not the rod

To use on the dull and weak.

John Cabanis

Neither spite, fellow citizens,

Nor forgetfulness of the shiftlessness.

And the lawlessness and waste

Under democracy’s rule in Spoon River

Made me desert the party of law and order

And lead the liberal party.

Fellow citizens! I saw as one with second sight

That every man of the millions of men

Who give themselves to Freedom,

And fail while Freedom fails,

Enduring waste and lawlessness,

And the rule of the weak and the blind,

Dies in the hope of building earth,

Like the coral insect, for the temple

To stand on at the last.

And I swear that Freedom will wage to the end

The war for making every soul

Wise and strong and as fit to rule

As Plato’s lofty guardians

In a world republic girdled!

The Unknown

Ye aspiring ones, listen to the story of the unknown

Who lies here with no stone to mark the place.

As a boy reckless and wanton,

Wandering with gun in hand through the forest

Near the mansion of Aaron Hatfield,

I shot a hawk perched on the top

Of a dead tree. He fell with guttural cry

At my feet, his wing broken.

Then I put him in a cage

Where he lived many days cawing angrily at me

When I offered him food.

Daily I search the realms of Hades

For the soul of the hawk,

That I may offer him the friendship

Of one whom life wounded and caged.

Alexander Throckmorton

In youth my wings were strong and tireless,

But I did not know the mountains.

In age I knew the mountains

But my weary wings could not follow my vision--

Genius is wisdom and youth.

Jonathan Swift Somers (Author of the Spooniad)

After you have enriched your soul

To the highest point,

With books, thought, suffering,

The understanding of many personalities,

The power to interpret glances, silences,

The pauses in momentous transformations,

The genius of divination and prophecy;

So that you feel able at times to hold the world

In the hollow of your hand;

Then, if, by the crowding of so many powers

Into the compass of your soul,

Your soul takes fire,

And in the conflagration of your soul

The evil of the world is lighted up and made clear--

Be thankful if in that hour of supreme vision

Life does not fiddle.

Widow McFarlane

I was the Widow McFarlane,

Weaver of carpets for all the village.

And I pity you still at the loom of life,

You who are singing to the shuttle

And lovingly watching the work of your hands,

If you reach the day of hate, of terrible truth.

For the cloth of life is woven, you know,

To a pattern hidden under the loom--

A pattern you never see!

And you weave high-hearted, singing, singing,

You guard the threads of love and friendship

For noble figures in gold and purple.

And long after other eyes can see

You have woven a moon-white strip of cloth,

You laugh in your strength, for Hope overlays it

With shapes of love and beauty.

The loom stops short!

The pattern’s out

You’re alone in the room!

You have woven a shroud

And hate of it lays you in it.

Carl Hamblin

The press of the Spoon River Clarion was wrecked,

And I was tarred and feathered,

For publishing this on the day the

Anarchists were hanged in Chicago:

“I saw a beautiful woman with bandaged eyes

Standing on the steps of a marble temple.

Great multitudes passed in front of her,

Lifting their faces to her imploringly.

In her left hand she held a sword.

She was brandishing the sword,

Sometimes striking a child, again a laborer,

Again a slinking woman, again a lunatic.

In her right hand she held a scale;

Into the scale pieces of gold were tossed

By those who dodged the strokes of the sword.

A man in a black gown read from a manuscript:

“She is no respecter of persons.”

Then a youth wearing a red cap

Leaped to her side and snatched away the bandage.

And lo, the lashes had been eaten away

From the oozy eye-lids;

The eye-balls were seared with a milky mucus;

The madness of a dying soul

Was written on her face--

But the multitude saw why she wore the bandage.”

Editor Whedon

To be able to see every side of every question;

To be on every side, to be everything, to be nothing long;

To pervert truth, to ride it for a purpose,

To use great feelings and passions of the human family

For base designs, for cunning ends,

To wear a mask like the Greek actors--

Your eight-page paper--behind which you huddle,

Bawling through the megaphone of big type:

“This is I, the giant.”

Thereby also living the life of a sneak-thief,

Poisoned with the anonymous words

Of your clandestine soul.

To scratch dirt over scandal for money,

And exhume it to the winds for revenge,

Or to sell papers,

Crushing reputations, or bodies, if need be,

To win at any cost, save your own life.

To glory in demoniac power, ditching civilization,

As a paranoiac boy puts a log on the track

And derails the express train.

To be an editor, as I was.

Then to lie here close by the river over the place

Where the sewage flows from the village,

And the empty cans and garbage are dumped,

And abortions are hidden.

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